Biggest Loser, Last Weigh-In

I will skip the biggest loser weigh-in today, as I have for the last few weeks, because I have gained about 7 pounds during the contest, and I can't drag my teammates down by including my weight in their totals.

I haven't exactly given up, but this is as close to complete failure as I can imagine.  I have a pretty good idea how to lose weight, and it's enormously (ha ha) important to me to do this, but I can't bring myself to do what is best for me.  It's a very helpless feeling, not being able to exercise control over what should be your own choices.  This must be something like what addiction feels like.

Today I ate protein for breakfast, brought fruit and veggies for lunch.  Every day is a chance to start over.

In case anyone wonders, that guy in the picture is not me.  I don't have a moustache.